Oh man. Where do I start? There are 13 days until Christmas break and 156 days until graduation -- Crazy! This leads me to the question of what am I going to do post-graduation. If I'm being honest, I have been half talking to God about it. I know that it should be fully but right now it's really hard to ask what He wants me to do with my life. There's a song from Hillsong called, "Oceans" and it says:
Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior
This is a terrifying thought... but so exciting at the same time. Do I finish my application for IdRaHaJe or search out another camp? Go home? Stay at Connections and help them move and work with those kiddos?
I was talking to Mum and Lee about working at IdRaHaJe this summer and my general thoughts about what to do and the answer was one that I will always love my family for: We will support you and never stop praying. So now I guess it's time for me to spend some quality time with my King only to lay my requests before Him and wait in expectation (Psalm 5:3)
In the mean time, the question comes back around to: what should I do this summer? Next year?
The answer: Praise my Savior. Go wherever He leads. Love His children and be a listening heart both to others as well as to the Spirit. If I am willing, God will use me.
